girls

I've made my share fare of bad decisions with girls in the past. First, there was uggs. It was technically my fault there. We had been "bf/gf" after camp ended, and lets just say she put more into the relationship than I did. She would always call or text me, and I in return did neither. With Babs, that was kind of her fault. I wanted what she didnt want, and vice-versa. With alyson, she just went way too quick for me. Now, one girl I haven't mentioned yet I ran into today. Oh man, was she looking good today. She sure has grown up quickly. This girl, during my junior or senior year, invited me to literally every one of her volleyball games after school. And I declined each and every time. Needless to say, she started dating one of my other friends, and that didnt end up too well. Now she's with some marine or army guy, thats like 5-6 years older. Some girls like older men, and I'm fine with that. But seeing her today makes me wanna call her and invite her over sometime to a party or something. God damn, did she look good today.

Carrot Cake

Ok, so I've never baked before, and was rel excited to do it for the first time. I decided to make a carrot cake for thanksgiving dinner at the house, cause I wanted to contribute something to the dinner. I got all the fixens, and was making a really big deal out of it. I was nervous, because I didnt want to mess it up. I called my grandmom to get the recipe, because she makes it every rosh hashana dinner. She gave me the recipe and directions, and I got started. It took me almost 2 hrs, grating the carrots, and getting all the ingredients together. I started at 11 and didnt finish until around 1:45 or 2. I couldnt wait for everyone to try it, and was eager to hear what they thought about it. It's finally desert time, and all the pie, and cakes come out. People start cutting the chocolate cakes, apple pie, and pumpkin pie. My cake just sits there, and I keep staring at it, wanting to say "Who want's some carrot cake?", but I didnt. I didnt want to force anyone to try it, cause I thought it would be awkward. It was until someone moved the cake to make room for plates, that someone opened it up, and asked who wanted some. I said yes, and karina took some, and she kept asking who wanted, no one answered, and that went on for 3 more times. I kept staring at my cake and noticing how much was still left. I felt both angry and sad at the same time. I worked very hard making that cake, and sure it was only grating carrots and missing different ingredients, but I don't cook, bake, or anything. This is very new to me, so I made sure I did everything correct, and I checked twice. I felt as though some of my roommates had some sort of an obligation to at least try my cake. Kyle said no, mary said she'd take some home, melissa said no, tracy would try some later, and seth might of had some. I'm only positive that me and karina had some. I was really excited and nervous for this make, and almost no one tried it. I was having a great time at dinner, and once I saw that cake hardly be touched, my whole night went down hill from there. I was put in a bad mood, and still am. Just so it doesn't seem like i"m pouting or angry, and I'm telling people I'm fine, and that's nothing wrong. It may be childish and immature for me to be bad for this reason, but I am, and that's just the way it is.

different realities

I'm always seeing on tv shows some ways to pick up girls. The shows I'm referring to are Friends, Seinfeld, Two and a Half Men, and other comedy shows. Some of the characters pick up women, and I've always wondered if it would work in reality. The writers of the shows have to have some basis for writing the pick-up lines the characters use in the show. If I were to go up to a girl, and use one of the lines the character uses with the same tone, diction, hand gesture, and facial features, would it work? I am very tempted to experiment on this. Joey from Friends can walk by a girl, give her a smile and say "How You Doin'?" The woman would stop and start talking to Joey. If I were to smile, wink, and say "How ya Doing?" to a random girl I walk by, would it work? Probably not, but is there any true consequence of trying? No, which tempts me to really try it. Jerry from Seinfeld in one episode, I thinks picks up a woman in a grocery store. He makes some crack at the item she is looking at or holding, and she obviously laughs, and they start talking. Can I walk up to a girl at Fresh Grocer or 7-11, and make a lil' joke about something she is holding or looking, and strike up a conversation right then and there? Maybe, because that is more plausible. Just smiling, winking, and asking a girl how's she doing as a degree of creepiness and weirdness attached to it. However, talking to a girl about something that your both looking at holds more possibilities of a future conversation.

dont get it

Iight, I honestly dont get it. I texted her 2 weeks ago, sayin its been a while since we've talked or hung out, i hope u can come to my party this friday. She says, i was thinking last nite how i havent talked to u in a while. Then u know wat to do? Talk to me. I'm always the one initiating the conversation. ur so busy? bull shit. it doesnt take more than an hr. to say hi to someone and catch up w/ they've been doin. bunch of bull shit goin round here.