Feel horrible

As the title says, I feel horrible. But not in the sense of being sick. My mom just said that she and my dad miss me. I'm almost never with them when they are in the living room. Whether they're watching a phillies game or something else. It makes me feel horrible, because I love my parents so much, and for my mom to say that to me doesn't make me feel so good. It's just that for the past month and a half or so, my parents have been on my case about getting a job, keeping track of contacts, and where to apply. I don't want to have to go through that whenever I'm with them. So my solution: to stay in my room. Well, my sister is coming home this weekend, so I will be downstairs a lot more often. Let's see if it continues after she leaves.