thinking

I've been thinking, and I want more out of this job. All I really do is sit around doing h/w, surfing the net trying to keep myselkf occupied. but I'm a senior now, and I jsut feel like I should be doing more with this job. People are imaging computers and other stuff, and all I do is sit around doing nothing. I don't want that anymore. I have a genuine interest in doing more advanced things with this job. If I dont know how to do something, teach me the first time, and I will learn it, and then repeat it again again until I can do it without making a mistake. I really want to ask Toni, John, and Tom for more oppurtunities for projects and such. I feel as though I'm not respected, because they don't expect as much from me as they do other from the other people who work here. I'm just going to tell them straight-up that I want to do more. Other than that, I'm going home this weekend for Yom Kippur. Also, my mom insists that dinner on Friday will be my "21st Birthday dinner", so I'm going to have to choose something for that. Then, Saturday, we're going to my Aunt Deena's for dinner to break the fast...ugh, lol. And between then, I will be doing homework, because it seems like I will have a lot of it.