Almost There

So graduation is only 4 weeks away, and I got my set of the jitters on Monday night before I was going to bed. In addition, I'm not sure these are related, but I havent been in the mood to go out as much or drink. I've been content to just stay in, play call of duty, or just watch to tv. I'm not sure if it had to do with graduation, or if I'm sick of going out, or if I'm sick of drinking. I honestly don know what it is. Well tonight, is the first night I'm going out in at least 2 months. I honestly dont even want to go out, but I might as well I guess. On a side note, I miss Hayden and Joe. During last summer and this past winter break, I had a feeling that that time would be the last in a while I would get to chill w/ them. Job hunting is going to take time, and I'm not sure how much free time I'll have this summer. It's kind of depressing and a lil scary. I don't know what the future holds, and that is both scary and exciting. Just remember something to say. I wasn't in the mood to go out at all. I was ready play call of duty, but no, the girls convinced me to go. Now, I'm kind of excited to go. That's friends are for, trying to get you to go out to have a good time with everyone else.